by sadistik » December 10th, 2007, 3:10 pm
Crazyme99 wrote:Sad (used to be ohmy forget what his new name is)
time does heal all but how much time to we have left???
funny you'd ask me that question.. I don't see myself living 5 years from now, not because I'm suicidal or anything.. I'm broke, not too healthy because i'm broke, and I have incredibly crappy luck.. It's not that I want to die, (although for a while I did want to) I'm passive toward the idea.. I've learned a lot from my little dramatic expierience, and to me life's not really worth much.. however being somewhat religious.. I believe there's a hell, and suicide=hell.. so that's definately not worth it.. so there's my delimna(sp)
"Time heals all" to me is just something ppl say to make themselves feel better.. like "Beauty is in the eye of the beholder" or a similar saying.. do you see a bunch of "hot chicks" going around spewing that?? it's for "ugly" people to say so they feel worth a damn.. because "ugly" ppl get so much crap for stuff way beyond their control (like true racism.. the ppl cant help how they're born).. Of course the extreme opposite is happening also.. All these pretty young girls read shiz in magazines that make them think there's stuff wrong about them, telling completely skinny girls they're not skinny enough (I've actually witnessed this happening with my friend's step sister).. Society in general is becoming an awful thing.. Nobody's good enough for anything, except the wealthy.. That's my 7 cents on it..
If you are happy.. I'm glad, I'm not trying to bring anyone down, I'm just saying what's been a bit of what's contributed to my downfall.. and my view on "healing": healing is something you have to simply think your way through.. When you think "OMG I'll never recover" It will take longer than someone who thinks "I'm gonna get through this and move on"..y father used to always tell me attitude plays a big part on how things go in your life" and of course being a kid who thought his dad was a big dork.. I'd just laugh it off basically.. but I've come to find he's absolutely right..
The reason I write so much on stuff like this is because being 21, I know how i used to think when I was in school.. and I know most kids have the same way of thinking.. you cant really grasp what parents or adults tell you because you havn't expierienced it yourselves.. I'm hoping that maybe my message can get into someone's head, and maybe sort of warn them of what's to probibly come, so they can handle it well.. I know most guys 15-18, in hs or even jr. high, claim to be men.. especially when 18 hits.. being of a certain age doesn't mean sh*t.. like the age just magically makes you a man.. it makes you an adult, but doesn't mean you'll act like one.. If you've never expierienced being COMPLETELY on your own for at least half a year (no help from mommy and daddy).. you're not a complete man in my opinion.. but that is why I warn the youth.. so they don't make similar mistakes that I feel completely ruined my life.. All I can say now is GL..
[quote="Crazyme99"]Sad (used to be ohmy forget what his new name is)
time does heal all but how much time to we have left???[/quote]
funny you'd ask me that question.. I don't see myself living 5 years from now, not because I'm suicidal or anything.. I'm broke, not too healthy because i'm broke, and I have incredibly crappy luck.. It's not that I want to die, (although for a while I did want to) I'm passive toward the idea.. I've learned a lot from my little dramatic expierience, and to me life's not really worth much.. however being somewhat religious.. I believe there's a hell, and suicide=hell.. so that's definately not worth it.. so there's my delimna(sp)
"Time heals all" to me is just something ppl say to make themselves feel better.. like "Beauty is in the eye of the beholder" or a similar saying.. do you see a bunch of "hot chicks" going around spewing that?? it's for "ugly" people to say so they feel worth a damn.. because "ugly" ppl get so much crap for stuff way beyond their control (like true racism.. the ppl cant help how they're born).. Of course the extreme opposite is happening also.. All these pretty young girls read shiz in magazines that make them think there's stuff wrong about them, telling completely skinny girls they're not skinny enough (I've actually witnessed this happening with my friend's step sister).. Society in general is becoming an awful thing.. Nobody's good enough for anything, except the wealthy.. That's my 7 cents on it..
If you are happy.. I'm glad, I'm not trying to bring anyone down, I'm just saying what's been a bit of what's contributed to my downfall.. and my view on "healing": healing is something you have to simply think your way through.. When you think "OMG I'll never recover" It will take longer than someone who thinks "I'm gonna get through this and move on"..y father used to always tell me attitude plays a big part on how things go in your life" and of course being a kid who thought his dad was a big dork.. I'd just laugh it off basically.. but I've come to find he's absolutely right..
The reason I write so much on stuff like this is because being 21, I know how i used to think when I was in school.. and I know most kids have the same way of thinking.. you cant really grasp what parents or adults tell you because you havn't expierienced it yourselves.. I'm hoping that maybe my message can get into someone's head, and maybe sort of warn them of what's to probibly come, so they can handle it well.. I know most guys 15-18, in hs or even jr. high, claim to be men.. especially when 18 hits.. being of a certain age doesn't mean sh*t.. like the age just magically makes you a man.. it makes you an adult, but doesn't mean you'll act like one.. If you've never expierienced being COMPLETELY on your own for at least half a year (no help from mommy and daddy).. you're not a complete man in my opinion.. but that is why I warn the youth.. so they don't make similar mistakes that I feel completely ruined my life.. All I can say now is GL..